Wednesday midnight 3.57am
just back from outside...
nowadays, i seems not so happy with anything...
aint know why..

Thus, this day keep repeating the same thing everyday morning.
1. wake up
2. get clean up
3. facebook
4. figure
5. LOOP

until 3pm + , well start waitin for my phone 2 ring....finally..she smsed me..
but after few messages...well, im dont really be the one she need already, i think.. from the beginning im not used to it but now, im getting used to it while she is busy with her " daily online schedule ". i will just wait until she is done..
why do i had that dream tat day??? why it is so realistic???
well maybe...i just think too much...or because i have some imagination that show the realistic?
im easy being jealous? am i? i do really does.... but i wont tell, i wont show..
im a person that cried easily? no doubt, i do really... but it mostly on my love once i will.
Emo is what gonna make me silent and keep my mood not to swing again

Nowadays, missed " so po " alot alot.. she keep repeating callin me " so lou "
please answer the question " why u keep calling me that?? " LOL joking..
My love for you will never change..
good luck on your exam..im having mine starting on 22th stupid college exam
then 24th regulation exam..

Well, my dear is gonna be back late tomorrow, hope she does really take care and be careful..
i really start worrying a lot.. maybe im too out of confident of myself...
gonna get to bed by now..
Good Night..