1:45 AM
I could not sleep somethings is keep getting into my mind to think.
So what should i do now? No Option, Went to facebook again.
"Sigh" Why im so easily been influence by this thing? i have no idea, my sense of life i think.

But actually, i doesnt need to care so much about it. But why my negative minded always take me to the junction that on had 2 option. Whatever..
I Should go bed earlier because tomorrow gonna be a long day for me. Hardly bare myself to sleep later.

Nowadays, i dont really have a nice time. I got so much troublesome thing i havent solve, and i got no answer for it. Its suck and stucked usually it used to know.
Get Rid of this habit is not a good way, because im been like this for all the way of my life. Calculating all expect and unexpected things with percentage and get my answer. And mostly i got it 70 over 100 correct.
This is my Sean's Instinct i think.
*Cough*
Im still very energetic to go sleep.
For me, Is suppose to say, somehow like, " To think or not to think " haha loser expression
But its ok.
Whenever when im with you, all those troublesome thing in my mind will be paused or stopped.
My love for you will never change even thou im so out of confident for myself.
Out of confident starting will be thinking in negative XD
Well hope i gain back everything like before i used to.
I usually wrote some of my stupid kinda troublesome things here. So that i able to tell them out easily than another way i guess.

Really cant sleep. Im out of things to write.

Well, Said about coming on December.
Planing to do:
1. Buy things for her
2. Get my new hairstyle
3. Change my hair color
4. Date her
5. Get new clothes and Accessories
ex6. ETC. i havent know yet
Wow~ 2:03AM already!?
Really gonna force myself now. Sean sleep Sean sleep.
1- Mek mek 2- Mek mek 3- Mekkk mekkk 4- Mekkk mek 5- Mekkk mekkk etc.. Count up lolx
G9

02:05